understanding...
sometimes knowing too much isn't all that good...
it opens up a whole new chapter of the other person...
a different viewpoint, a different understanding...

time...
heals all wounds...
drifts scars open and makes them wider too...
the distance apart, the small amount of time spend just drags u apart...

silence...
ain't all that golden...
it actually shows the gap between u two...
e lack of common topics, lack of common interest, a lack of understanding...

not everything's as wonderful, as golden as they may seem...
stop building false hopes...
crash them, burn them, bury them.

Reality

it crashes down, suffocating you.
it presses you in, depriving you of space to breath.
binding you, robbing you only freedom.
restricting you, stealing your choices away.

when you dash away,
it grabs you by your hair and wrenches u back,
the pain piercing into your consciousness,
creeping into your conscience.

try sneaking past it,
its unforgiving hand twists your neck.
pulling and dragging,
stabbing you awake.

Mistakes

the wrong time, wrong era, wrong generation, wrong space.
the right person, right lover, right soulmate, right husband.
the mistaken decision, mistaken signals, mistaken words.
the misunderstandings caused, misunderstood feelings, misunderstood emotions.

All accumulated to a mistaken belief of true love,
causing a vicious cycle of distrust, loss of faith and disappointment.

i only need someone who loves me truly...
someone whom i can return the love...
someone who promises to be there
someone who doesn't break his promises...

i don't need anyone who mumbles sweet nothings but mean none of it...
anyone who claims he'd wait but is with another girl the next time you see him...
anyone who juggles girls as professionally as the clown...
anyone who is just out to have fun and play with girls...